I am a man

I am a man and I wear black because its darkness is impenetrable and it makes me feel like a man
I fist-pump my mates and suppress my emotions, hide then inside of me, bury them deep inside of me, burn them up deep down inside of me

Slow burn

I am a man. I am the provider, the great protector. I wear super-hero masks to hide that I’m frightened, hurting, lonely and confused. Burning up deep down inside of me

Slow burn

I am a man, I am dangerous. I am a pitbull terrier, I puff out my chest like this to ward-off emotions.
My fist is powerful like this and I have this tattoo, this bloody tattoo …
… a semi-colon,  a symbol of suicide and depression.
A reminder of my struggles to deal with my own emotions.

I am man, I wear black because it is the colour of mourning.
I am  man, I am dying inside. Burning up deep down inside of me

Slow burn

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